When Our Worlds Fall Apart Read online
Page 15
My head tilts from side to side to make sense of Graham’s words. His eyes beg for my unyielding regard as if he thinks it will make his conviction more poignant. I try to seem carefree, as if these four words don’t cause the crack in my heart to ache, but I’m not successful.
Unwanted tears form, but I refuse to let them fall. After everything, I want to stand strong.
“Why are you saying this to me now?” I cry.
I’m letting you go isn’t a new sentiment from him. His actions, his absence, have made his point loud and clear. Somehow hearing the actual words, my world falls apart. Maybe a small part of me has been hoping that, in the end, Graham would prove me wrong.
“Am I not worth fighting for?” I hide my face behind my hands. I know it’s not fair to Mark, but the words come out before I process them.
Two short steps bring him right in front of me. Neither of us bother to move as our shoes knock. He wipes away the lone tear on my cheek.
Dammit. I didn’t want to cry in front of him anymore.
“You’ve always been worth fighting for, Ken, and you always will be, but...” His head shakes back and forth. His mahogany eyes show a defeat that matches mine.
“You know how you said that you’d always love me?”
Graham nods.
“I’ll always love you, too,” I whisper. My shoulders slump beneath the weight of my loss. Those words needed to be spoken outloud, before my time ran out.
“That’s not enough for us, though, is it?” Graham asks.
“Of course it’s not,” I whisper.
“Promise me you’ll find your happy,” he begs.
I lean against a locker and take a deep breath. “My happy isn’t found in one of you boys, Graham.”
Graham nods, pride shining in his eyes. His signature heart-melting smile appears on his lips. “Do you think I can take you up on that offer from last year?” he asks. His cheeks turn a soft shade of pink, something I’ve never seen on him before.
My eyebrows crunch together as I toe a crack in the tile. “What offer?” I ask through shallow breaths, my nerves getting the better of me.
“You think we can be friends?” Graham's shoulders shrug in apprehension. My eyes dart to his. He nods as his eyes beg for understanding. “I need a friend like you right now, and I know it’s not fair. I understand that, but I need you.” His words crack under the strain of their weight.
“You’ve always had me, Graham.” I close the gap between us. My arms wrap around his waist. His intake of breath is deafening as my head rests on his chest, listening to his rapid heartbeat. “You’ve always had me, Graham.”
“He’s back.” Graham talks into my hair. His hands run up and down my back. When his light touch skims down the entire length, a shiver runs down my spine.
“Your dad?”
“He can’t miss his only chance at reliving his own dreams through his son.” His bitterness soaks every word.
“You always have a pillow to crash on at the Conrad house, Graham, if you need it.” I release my hold on him, our sad smiles mirroring each other.
A calmness comes over me as we walk in opposite directions. Our relationship isn’t what I’ve missed most of all, but the way he always made me laugh and made me believe there’s good beneath the bad. It’s our friendship. This is why instead of listening to my bleeding heart, I allow a sliver of Graham back into my life.
*****
The door swings open and everyone looks at me. I walk into first block, ten minutes late, not exactly giving my teacher the best impression on the first day of class.
“I’m so sorry I’m late,” I apologize to the teacher. I’ve never been in one of Mrs. McCarthy’s class, but I’ve heard the rumors.
“That was my fault.” His deep voice rolls over my body. “It won’t happen again, Mrs. McCarthy.” Graham’s wicked smile taunts our teacher, then drops to me.
“Why did you go in the other direction just now?” I ask with confusion.
“I had to pee. I wasn’t aware our friendship meant I had to tell you every move I make.” Graham smirks with a shake of his head.
Mrs. McCarthy clears her throat. “You two take a seat. We’ll talk after class is over.”
As I walk down the aisle, Graham’s chest burns against my back. “Do you have to stand so close?”
“Is it distracting?” Graham whispers into the back of my hair. “How does it feel to be in trouble for the first time in your life?”
“I’m not in trouble.” I glare at him over my shoulder.
“Yeah, we are.” Graham’s words are smooth as butter. The glint in his eyes tells me he’s not just talking about us being late.
“If we’re going to be friends,” I glance to the front of the class to make sure our teacher can’t hear us, “we need to lay down some rules, Graham.”
“You and your rules.” He rolls his eyes.
“For starters, quit flirting with me. I’m not going to sleep with you.” I shake my finger in his face.
Graham plops down in a chair. “Well, you sort of already have, so are you really going to rule that one out?”
“Shit like that can’t happen. Don’t make this harder than it already is.” I shake my head in frustration.
“Okay, fair enough. What’s the rest of your rules?”
“You have to be the guy I know you are. None of this ‘I’m fucking gorgeous, so I get to be a dick’ shit. Everyone saw you with me last year. It’s not a secret you’re a decent human being,” I argue.
Graham bats his eyelashes and plays bashful by putting his hand on his chest. “Did you just call me gorgeous?”
“It’s not a secret,” I whisper.
“Kennedy and Graham, last warning,” Mrs. McCarthy shouts. Everyone turns to look at us.
“Sorry, Mrs. McCarthy,” I answer as I throw my books on the desk and sit.
“Kennedy’s in trouble. Kennedy’s in trouble,” Graham chants.
Throughout first block, I try to listen to Mrs. McCarthy’s lecture on the civil war, but my mind strays. Graham’s warming up to me after all this time confuses me. He drew the initial line in the sand, but I underscored it by jumping into his friend’s arms. Things happening in the way they did weren’t intentional. My relationship with Mark sort of developed over time and I don’t regret it because he’s taught me a lot about myself.
When the lecture ends, I wrap my arm through Graham’s. “Walk with me for a second.” I don’t think about what others will think. It feels natural to be this way with him. “Don’t be offended, but what the hell is going on?”
“I was hoping we could’ve skipped this whole part,” Graham says as if I’m boring him. He stops in the middle of the hallway. By now, we have everyone's attention. “But that’s obviously not going to be the case, so do you want the quick version or the drawn out one?”
“Throw me the quick version.”
A girl snaps a photo of us with her phone, no doubt to try to sabotage my and Mark’s relationship.
“I’ve used girls before and after you. I did it because I wanted to forget for a little while. You, my dad, everything. By far, you’ve been the hardest to forget, though.” He scratches at the short growth along his jaw line. “Sometimes you have to take things head on, so that’s what I’m doing. We aren’t together anymore, and at first it really sucked, but now I’m learning that it sucks more not to have you in my life at all. I’m coping with Mark and you, not that I want to be the best man at your wedding or anything, but I am coping.”
“So that’s it? You’re coping?” I reiterate his sentiment.
Graham’s eyes soften. “I’m coping.”
“If you can cope, then I can cope.” I smile up at him. I glance around the hallway. “The vultures are watching.”
Graham’s eyes roll. “Want to make out? That’ll give them something real to talk about.”
I push on his chest and laugh.
Graham and I go our separate ways, and for the fi
rst time, it doesn’t feel like we’ve just spoken our final words to each other. There isn’t a rule book for situations like ours. There’s no right or wrong way to navigate our situation. It’s unexplored, but like Graham said—we’re coping.
Chapter Twenty
Graham
Bat gripped tight, I swing it over and over again to warm up my muscles. Using this time to settle my nerves is the only way to get through this.
The metal door slams against the wall, and the loud crash silences the room. Mark strolls in, greeting the guys with high-fives. The glare he directs at me could make a kitten cry. Someone has tipped him off about how friendly Kennedy and I were earlier.
I drop my bat and exit the cage, leaving my safe, protected place. Outside of it, I’m vulnerable to my friend’s wrath. I follow him into the locker room. His back tightens as he pulls his sweatshirt over his head, but he doesn’t face me.
“Don’t fucking start with me today,” Mark barks. His phone lands in his bag and he slams his locker shut. He finally turns towards me. Breaths shallow, face red, and eyes narrowed, he’s seconds away from knocking me out.
“Don’t be an asshole,” I snarl. “Have you talked to Kennedy?” His anger flares at my raised eyebrow.
“She’s my girlfriend, Graham.” Mark slams his fist into his locker door.
Hearing him refer to her as his girlfriend makes me gag.
I said I was coping, okay? I’m not a saint.
“I know it’s going to make you uncomfortable, but I need you to understand where I’m coming from. Kennedy’s important–”
Mark cuts me off. “She wasn’t that important to you last year.”
“That’s not fair and you know it, Mark. I walked out on her to give her a chance.”
“A chance at what, exactly? Everyone sees the way you still watch her. It’s no secret. And you coming and going makes it worse for her and confuses her more. You make her question her choices, and I’m one of them.”
I ignore his comment and focus on his question. “To be happy, and she is happy,” I jab a finger at him, “with you.”
Okay, I gagged for real that time.
Mark’s eyes narrow in on me. “And you’re okay with that?”
“I’ll love that girl ‘til the day I die, Mark, but I can’t make her happy. So, I’m letting her go.”
“Sure you are.” He scoffs, then walks away.
“Mark, don’t misinterpret my willingness to let her go for my willingness to stop loving her. You need to understand that when you’re with her, a part of me will always want to be where you are. My heart beats for that girl. The only reason I’m letting her go is for her.” I stand with my whole body slouched.
“Graham...” Mark’s eyes soften for a split second and then harden again.
Friend or not, he doesn’t have any sympathy for me. “Just don’t, okay? Last year, you told me she’s not the type of girl you just fuck around with, and you’re right. I just didn’t figure it out soon enough.” I rush past him. I want to leave him with my words playing on repeat in his head.
Mark and I avoid each other until pitching practice. Ever since freshman year when we were pulled to Varsity, he’s been my catcher. In the past three years, there hasn’t been a time he hasn’t had my back.
“You’re ready for the season to start. I’ve never seen you pitch like this,” Mark compliments me as we grab our bags. “There’s fire behind those throws.”
“I’m just ready to get away from here,” I answer, maybe too honestly.
Mark nods in mock understanding. He has no intentions of leaving Tennessee. How could he when he has the perfect life with a perfect family? “I know you hate me, but I really like her. You need to know that. I wouldn’t be doing this if I didn’t.”
“That’s the thing, though. I didn’t just love her. That girl became my best friend last year, and it was all taken away in an instant.” I press my temples, frustrated by the conversation.
“You played a big hand in losing her, Graham. Let’s not forget that,” Mark points out, rubbing the reality in my face.
“I know I did, but, just because we aren’t going to be together, it doesn’t mean our friendship doesn’t hold strong. I don’t think anything could break that,” I declare.
“Just like you want me to understand, I need you to understand. Kennedy is my girlfriend. She may be your friend or whatever you two are trying to convince yourselves you are, but don’t you dare overstep your bounds.” Mark’s eyes burn into me.
I stare at the stained ceiling tiles above us and whisper, “We’ll see.”
Mark bends down to retie his shoelaces. “I heard you guys were talking in the hallway today,” he mumbles.
“We were,” I admit.
A scowl paints Mark’s reddened face. “About?” He holds his ground, spreading his legs apart in a protective stance.
I scoff. “Do you usually need a manuscript of her conversations?”
“Only when it’s with you. I know your history. I don’t know everything, but I know enough not to like it.” Mark forces his mitt into his bag and walks away.
I trail behind him, and inside, I’m dancing at his discomfort. “Yoo-uu’re jeaa-lous,” I singsong behind him.
Mark spins around at my remark. “I’m not jealous.”
Despite his denial, it’s written all over his face in the way his eyebrows narrow and his lips purse.
I cuff him on the shoulder. “Relax man, I know you’re not.”
No, I don’t.
The ride home is a haze. When I pull into the driveway and see his car parked in my spot, I want to hit reverse and take Kennedy up on her offer. It’s a nice thought even though I never will. I park next to his SUV. Not bothering with my bags, I walk through the garage and into the kitchen.
“Mom,” I shout. “I’m home. Where’re you at?”
“Honey, we’re in here.” Her strained voice travels down the hallway.
I find them in the formal sitting room. He sits in one of the wing-backed chairs, my mom meticulously placed in the one opposite him. The whole situation screams staged, leaving me with an uneasy feeling.
“What’s going on? You guys never sit in here.” My gaze scans between the two of them, lingering on my father’s face to get an idea of what’s to come.
“Your father wants to talk to us.” My mom motions for me to sit on the loveseat across from them.
“What’s up?” I focus my attention on the permanent dirt stain on my baseball pants.
“I know things haven’t been easy around here. I’ve been stressed and away from the house, but that’s all going to stop. I’m no longer traveling, so I’ll be home from now on,” my father explains. His deep voice digs needles into every nerve in my body.
Squaring my shoulders, I train my eyes on him. “Hasn’t been easy? You beat the shit out of us. You’ve always beaten the shit out of us, Father.” I jump to my feet. “We are perfectly happy with you being away,” I shout as I pace back and forth across the room. His nonchalant attitude over what it’s like in this house is infuriating.
“Graham!” my mom shouts. “Don’t speak to your father like that.”
“Are you fucking kidding me?” I snap back, my hands flailing in the air.
I don’t register my father’s movement until the back of his hand slams against the side of my face. His wedding ring gouges my skin. I summon the strength to face him through the burn of the contact.
“It’s all going to stop now, right, Dad? You just needed to get in that one last hit, huh?” I push against his chest. “I’m fucking leaving, and I’m not coming back until you kick his ass to the curb, Mom.” My eyes are on her in silent prayer that she’ll stand up for us.
When she says nothing, I know my pleas are hopeless.
“That’s what I thought. Good luck, Mom. I love you, but I can’t stick around, waiting for this asshat you call a husband to get his shit together.”
“Graham...” my mom whispers
, but her voice never reaches full strength.
The front door slams behind me. I dig my keys out of my pocket, crank the ignition, and clutch the wheel to control my trembling hands. Coach won’t to be happy when he sees my face. I lean forward to get a better look in the mirror. The small cut where his ring hit my cheek and the minor bruising will be worse come morning.
As I turn the car off, Coach walks out on the front porch. The yellow light conceals his expression until I walk up the steps and see him grimace.
“That son of a bitch. He’s back,” Coach’s voice vibrates with anger. “Come inside. We’ll get you cleaned up, son.” His warm hand grips my shoulder to usher me into his home.
My eyes water when he calls me son. I don’t understand how the man who helped create me, the one who’s supposed to support me and protect me, can be the monster he is.
“Tell me what happened? You need to know I have to report this, kid. I can’t keep quiet any longer. Not after the summer we had.” Coach motions for me to follow him.
His wife, Candice, comes into the kitchen. She scans me from head to toe. “Oh, honey,” she whispers. She sits at the kitchen table and presses the heels of her hands to her eyes.
I take the seat across from her as Coach pilfers through the cabinet above their sink. “Explain,” he demands.
He throws antiseptic cream and a butterfly bandage on the table, and his wife scoots her chair next to mine. Her gentle fingers probe the gash.
“I need something to clean off the dried blood.” Her eyes stay on mine. They soften as time passes and I have to look away.
Coach hands her a warm, wet washcloth. Candice presses it against my cheek with a tenderness only found in a mother. I wince at the initial contact, but seconds later, it gives me some relief.
“Spill it, kids,” Coach barks in an angry voice. “I need to know if I have to load my shotgun and teach your dad a lesson.”
“Richard,” Candice retorts. It’s the first time I’ve ever heard anyone call him anything other than Coach.
“What?” He shrugs at her verbal assault.
“I got home from practice,” I begin.
Coach’s pride shines through his smile.

Finding Tessa
Damascus Station
Charlotte Boyett-Compo- WIND VERSE- Hunger's Harmattan
ted klein
Raspberry Tart Terror (Murder in the Mix Book 30)
i f6c06dd9cf3fe221
The Five Wounds
Pictures and Stories from Uncle Tom's Cabin
The Sociology of Harry Potter: 22 Enchanting Essays on the Wizarding World
Kate Williams
Hives Heroism by Benjamin Medrano (z-lib.org)
Sutton_Jean_Sutton_Jeff_-_Lord_Of_The_Stars
William Deresiewicz
Floaters
The Dragon Chronicles Solana COMPLETE
Flight of the Diamond Smugglers
Advanced Criminal Investigations and Intelligence Operations
Saving Grace
The Darkest Summer
The Mirror of My Heart
Crisis of Faith by Benjamin Medrano (z-lib.org)
Pure Blood: Rise of the Alpha
The Red Thread
Jane Feather - Charade
The Shut Mouth Society (The Best Thrillers Book 1)
Fork It Over The Intrepid Adventures of a Professional Eater-Mantesh
Wild, Hungry Hearts
Majestic
Already Among Us
Desmond Young - Rommel, The Desert Fox
Hooked
9781618853158SpecialKindofWomanBergman
Nate (A Texas Jacks Novel)
Sword and Sorceress 28
Moon Tiger
The Hailey Young Diaries - 7 Years, 7 Real Stories - (3 of 7 adding wkly): Real stories from the past 7 years, living, loving, and exploring the wild side with a married couple. - One a year
Tales of the Greek Heroes
Coupling Two More Filthy Erotica for Couples
2012-07-Misery's Mirror
Fade to Black
Alef Science Fiction Magazine 006
December 1930
Krunzle the Quick
Don’t tell the Boss
An Involuntary Spark
Meg Xuemei X - ANGEL’S FURY (THE EMPRESS OF MYSTH #5) | Aug 2016
Viper
EFD1: Starship Goodwords (EFD Anthology Series from Carrick Publishing)
bb-139_mother_gets_a_whipping_nathan_silvers_1988
Frightmares: A Fistful of Flash Fiction Horror
Jam
Witch Finder
June 1930
B01M7O5JG6 EBOK
Until There Was You
UrgentCare
Immortal of My Heart
Great Ghost Stories
Joan D Vinge - Lost in Space
Someone Like Me
HowToLoseABiker
[anthology] Darrell Schweitzer (ed) - Cthulhu's Reign
Witchin' Stix - Lissa Matthews
Plow and Sword
Ravenous (Lake City Stories .5)
The Thief
Afterlife-Isabellakruger
The Dream Canvas
Anything She Wants
eBook Short Story Competition Runners up
Escape Velocity: The Anthology
[Burnett W R] Round Trip(Book4You)
1-Chloe-Kate-Bella
Bohemians, Bootleggers, Flappers, and Swells: The Best of Early Vanity Fair
The Troubles
Complicit
Elusive Isabel, by Jacques Futrelle
A Man of Means
The_Sword_of_Gideon
B00IZ66CZ8 EBOK
If You Give a Duke a Duchy
Runic Awakening (The Runic Series Book 1)
The Lost Pathfinder
Ghosts, Gears, and Grimoires
Meg Xuemei X - Angel’s Mate (The Empress Of Mysth #6)
The Secret Of The Unicorn Queen - Sun Blind
Game Over
B018R79OOK EBOK
OnlyIfItPleases
Gateway to Nifleheim
SOF
Crashing Into You
Lessande D'Aramitz
The Golden Circlet
B00H242ZGY EBOK
Barefoot Girls - Kindle
Chronicles From The Future: The amazing story of Paul Amadeus Dienach
If you were my man
Embrace
Hans Von Luck - Panzer Commander
AnythingForYou
Fingers of Death—No, Doom!
How I Was Murdered By a Monster King (How I Was Murdered By a Fox Monster Book 2)
CaughtInTheTrap
something ends something begins sapkowski
Detection by Gaslight
Earth's Survivors Apocalypse
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue001
B004M5HK0M EBOK
one twisted voice
John Shirley - Wetbones
Not on the Passenger List
The Alchemy Press Book of Urban Mythic 2
A Changed Man (Altered Book 1)
A Guide to the Birds of East Africa
KnockingonDemon'sDoor
15a The Prince and Betty
Unknown
You Are A Monster
9781618850058ForgottenSoulSinclair
A Lesson in Taxonomy
Great American Prose Poems: From Poe to the Present
Michelle Woods - Becoming Raven's Man (Red Devils MC #7)
Book 02, Growing Up
in1
Zoey - Not Quite A Zombie
Marion Zimmer Bradley's Sword and Sorceress XXIV
November 1930
The Growing Pains of Adrian Mole
Evolve: Vampire Stories of the New Undead
Pieces of Olivia
The Scandalous Son
In Red Rune Canyon
East-West
Wolf2are
The Journey to the West, Revised Edition, Volume 3
Death Watch
Charles Willeford - New Hope For The Dead
Ghost in the Cogs: Steam-Powered Ghost Stories
[No data]
B006ITK0AW EBOK
Pulp Fiction | The Ghost Riders Affair (July 1966)
3stalwarts
Classroom Demons
Don't Tell Alfred
New Order: Urban Fantasy (Hidden Vampire Slayer Book 1)
Midnight at Mart’s
JEAPers Creepers
0597092001436358459 eveline vine
Charles Willeford - Sideswipe
2012-08-In the Event of My Untimely Demise
05 William Tell Told Again
One Hot Night Old Port Nights, Book 1
The Walkers from the Crypt
The Box
The Descendants (Evolution of Angels Book 2)
Chapter 1
B01N5EQ4R1 EBOK
TexasKnightsBundle
Phoebe - Not Quite A Pheonix
May 1931
Stranded in Paradise
Awaken
Butterfly Kisses (The Butterfly Chronicles #2)
No Game No Life Vol.7
bb-6565_deep_crotch_mother_curt_aldrich_
Princess of Thorns
German Baking Today - German Baking Today
Kylie Brant - What the Dead Know (The Mindhunters Book 8)
Melissa Schroeder - A Santini Takes the Fall (The Santinis Book #9)
Dragon Moon
Oasis
The Journey to the West, Revised Edition, Volume 2
Clare Kauter - Sled Head (Damned, Girl! Book 2)
Do Sparrows Like Bach?: The Strange and Wonderful Things that Are Discovered When Scientists Break Free
The Silver Eagle
Soldier Up
Do Not Return To Sender
From This Moment On: The Sullivans, Book 2 (Contemporary Romance)
Marina Adair - Need You for Keeps (St. Helena Vineyard #6)
02 A Prefect's Uncle
The Heart is a Lonely Hunter
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue008
Lily Knight - Hunt's Desire Vol. 1
RICHARD POWERS
Another Part of the Wood
Finding Me: Book 1: All I've Ever Wanted (A New Adult Romance Series)
Blood Sunset
Hanzai Japan: Fantastical, Futuristic Stories of Crime From and About Japan
yame
X: The Hunt Begins
New Title 1
Borderlands 2
Snow, C.P. - George Passant (aka Strangers and Brothers).txt
Mother Bears
CONDITION BLACK MASTER
9781618850676UnchainedMelodyHunter
Sexy to Go Volume 5
Sexy to Go Volume 3
9781618850607ForeverNightDayNC
Shafted
Prodigal Sons
Daughters of Absence: Transforming a Legacy of Loss
B004V9FYIY EBOK
Sarah Curtis - Pursuing (Alluring Book 3)
LostFound_Azod
Pig Island
Dangerous Women
Annie Nicholas - Bootcamp of Misfits Wolves (Vanguard Elite Book 1)
Book 01, Coiling Dragon Ring
MENAGE: Triple Obsession (MMF Bisexual Menage Romance Collection) (New Adult Taboo Menage Romance Short Stories)
Going Too Far
A Field Guide To Catching Crickets: ( a sexy second chance tearjerker romance )
The Call of Destiny (The Return of Arthur Book 1)
Vanished
i 02b985df59d24adc
Kacie's Surrender (Homeward Bound Book 1)
The End - Visions of Apocalypse
Immersion (Magnetic Desires)
Borderlands
The Ghosts of Broken Blades
Alphas Gone Wild
Lord of Penance
echristian-epub-ee8a4ba5-94c3-4982-ae55-299db4e26c11
Sharon Karaa The Last Challenge (Northern Witches Series #1)
Somebody to Love
The Oxford Book of American Essays
The_ORDER_of_SHADDAI
Love On A Forbidden Planet
09 Not George Washington
RINGOFTRUTHEBOOK (1)
HEARTTHROB
Evolve Two: Vampire Stories of the Future Undead
Eternal_Bliss
Busted Flush
Shy...
The Fifth Woman
Forever My Home (The Aster Lake Series Book 1)
ice man
contamination 7 resistance con
Horror Books: The Lodge - (Adults, Paranormal, Ghost, Scary, Short Stories)
Wounded Birds (The Grayson Series Book 1)
When Love Calls
Beyond the Veil, Book 5 The Grey Wolves Series
Finger Lickin' Fifteen
Daz 4 Zoe
When Our Worlds Fall Apart
Tangled Up In Love
Finding Love in a Dark World: A Steamy Post-Apocalyptic Romance
The Ironroot Deception
One Stormy Night
Third Reich Victorious
Carol Marinelli - Bound To The Sheikh
The Perfumer's Apprentice
True Ghost Stories: Real Short Tales of the Supernatural (The Real Paranormal Psychic Series)
The Ex-Files
CR!FAQVHAE2713SQDF4PGQ1SC7ZMJ68
Three for Dinner
Waxwings
Cheyenne McCray - Point Blank (Lawmen Book 4)
Document1
The Ugly Stepsister Strikes Back
Amy Sumida - Eye of Re (The Godhunter Book 17)
mywolfprotector
Thrity Umrigar
Pulp Fiction | The Vanishing Act Affair (June 1966)
Amy Sumida - Rain or Monkeyshine (Book 15 in The Godhunter Series)
Moon's Sweet Poison
The Lessons
9781618851307WitchsBrewShayNC
Linsey Hall - Stolen Fate (The Mythean Arcana #4)
9781618854674DonovansBluesWaitsNC
August 1931
Certainty
The Feng Shui Detective
Cider Brook
Lots of Love
[Wild fang project] Garouden I pure fighting action novel
Atomic Swarm
The Dream of Perpetual Motion
Our Family Trouble The Story of the Bell Witch of Tennessee
Crystal Enchantment
anightwithoutstarsfinal
Lone Star Vampires 4- Virgin Vampire Vixen
Selena Kitt - Hayden (Stepbrother Studs)
Sidetracked
Books Burn Badly
Man in the Fedora
Honor Raconteur - Lost Mage (Advent Mage Cycle 06)
Joy in the Morning
Faithful Servants
Seducing Megan: Prossers Bay Series Novella
Perfect Imperfections
B00BCLBHSA EBOK
Serving Him: Sexy Stories of Submission
Sylvie Sommerfield - Noah's Woman
Light of a Distant Star
Devil May Care
J.M. Sevilla - Summer Nights
Side Order of Love
Jerilee Kaye - Intertwined
Afraid Of A Gun and Other Stories
mark darrow and the stealer of
The Eyes of the Rigger
Something Wicked Anthology of Speculative Fiction, Volume Two
SevenDeadlySinsSeries
Gabriel's Rule
Spider
9781618853073LyricsandLustLabelleNC
Vadalia - Not Quite A Vampire
Dogwood Hill (A Chesapeake Shores Novel - Book 12)
Dark Valley Destiny
Pulp Fiction | The Stone-Cold Dead in the Market Affair by John Oram
Layla Nash - A Valentine's Chase (City Shifters: the Pride)
1400069106Secret
The Sum of Love (Treasure Harbor Book 7)
Demonhome (Champions of the Dawning Dragons Book 3)
Shadow Queen
Pulp Fiction | The Dagger Affair by David McDaniel
Degree of Guilt
Granta 121: Best of Young Brazilian Novelists
HALLOWED_BE_THY_NAME
Oz Reimagined: New Tales from the Emerald City and Beyond
Summer with the Millionaire
Border Crossing
Always Us (We Were Us Series Book 2)
Book 03, Mountain Range of Magical Beasts
My New Billionaire Stepbrother
08 The White Feather
Single in the City
9781629270050-Text-for-ePub-rev
A Wodehouse Miscellany Articles and Stories(13 articles; When Papa Swore in Hindustani [1901]; Tom, Dick, and Harry [1905]; Jeeves Takes Charge [1916]; Disentangling Old Duggie)
CR!93BHZ3MAHS4NVAVVWQG1QCZMZ0ZB
Ladies’ Night
PINNACLE BOOKS NEW YORK
Butterfly
Fairy Tale Review
Towers of Midnight by Robert Jordan and Robert Sanderson
Pulp Fiction | The Pillars of Salt Affair (Dec. 1967)
EdgeOfHuman
Carter, Beth D. - Lawless Hearts (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour)
Robert Goddard — Borrowed Time
Gerry Bartlett - Rafe and the Redhead (Real Vampires)
In The Realm of Gods
Shifter Romance Box Set
B01M0OJOU7 EBOK
See Bride Run!
AnotherKindofSummer
A Perfect Night
Samantha Holt - Sinful Temptations (Cynfell Brothers Book 6)
SECRETS Vol. 5
Sexy to Go Volume 2
03 Tales of St.Austin's
French Decadent Tales (Oxford World's Classics)
Phantasm Japan: Fantasies Light and Dark, From and About Japan
01 The Pothunters
Roxanne St. Claire - Barefoot With a Bad Boy (Barefoot Bay Undercover #3)
My Father's Tears and Other Stories
Every Part of You Taunts Me
WorldLost- Week 1: An Infected Novel
July 1930
Kennedy In Denver (In Denver Series Book 1)
bw280
9781618854490WildChelceeNC
Stargazer Maxima (Cosmic Justice League Book 1)
Complete Works of James Joyce
The Collected Westerns of William MacLeod Raine: 21 Novels in One Volume
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue003
ebooksclub.org Open Secrets Stories
The Possibility of Us
Purple Haze (Blue Dream Book 2)
The Season of Passage
The Onyx Talisman
King of Kings
After the Rain (The Twisted Fate Series Book 1)
The Blessing
Ann H
DeathOBTourist
Sword and Sorceress XXVII
New Blood (The Blood Saga Book 2)
GRANDMA'S ATTIC SERIES
A Bad Day for Sorry
06 The Head of Kay's
Diehl, William - Show of Evil
Two Pieces of Tarnished Silver
The Fate of Falling Stars
Behind the Pines (The Gass County Series Book 3)
Bertrand Russell
Love and a Blue-Eyed Cowboy
The Swamp Warden
Fight With Me (Fight and Fall)
Candy Girl
GODWALKER
Red Mandarin Dress
Oscar
After the Fire, A Still Small Voice
To Get To You
Neruda and Vallejo: Selected Poems
You Don't Have to be Good
Jane Vejjajiva
Phoenix Daniels- Beautiful Prey 3
Michelle Woods - Animal Passions (Blue Bandits MC Book 2)
WE
The Way of the Sword
Sarwat Chadda - Billi SanGreal 02 - Dark Goddess
ChristmastoDieFor
Alphas Prefer Curves
The Hot Pink Farmhouse
The Cry of the Marwing
Love Lies
The Scars of Saints
Russian Magic Tales from Pushkin to Platonov (Penguin Classics)
THE COLD FIRE-
Imminent Danger (Adrenaline Highs)
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue007
Cox, Suzanne - Unexpected Daughter
Closer to the Heart (The Heart Trilogy Book 3)
February 1931
How To Write Magical Words: A Writer's Companion
Homeland Security (Defenders of Love Book 2)
The_Chronicl-ir_to_the_King
The Project Gutenberg eBook of To Invade New York.... , by Irwin Lewis
February 1930
THE_REALM_SHIFT
Devi
Wolf3are
Hearts Through Time
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue005
A CRY FROM THE DEEP
Without Prejudice
The Daughter's Return
Amy Sumida - Light as a Feather (Book 14 in The Godhunter Series)
Third World War
The curse of Kalaan
Crash Lights and Sirens, Book 1
Debra Webb - Depraved (Faces of Evil Book 10)
Amy Sumida - Perchance To Die (The Godhunter Book 12)
The Lion of Boaz-Jachin and Jachin-Boaz by Russell Hoban(1973)
Rough Around the Edges Meets Refined (Meet Your Match, book 2)
A Soul's Sacrifice (Voodoo Revival Series Book 1)
Charles Willeford - Way We Die Now
Type here book author - Type here book title
2012-09-Shattered Steel
With Strings Attached
9781618853462BlindEcstasyHoltNC
Girl Friday
An Unacceptable Death - Barbara Seranella
Hidden Realms
Last Night Another Soldier
The Worst Witch to the Rescue
Immortal of Darkness
the eye of the tiger
The Last Illusion
June 1931
Taming Her Italian Boss
Once Bitten - Clare Willis
9781618852014TheSpaceCougarsCadetPierce
Pulp Fiction | The Invisibility Affair by Thomas Stratton
TrustMe
White Is for Witching
May 1930
The Girl of Diamonds and Rust (The Half Shell Series Book 3)
DropZone
29 Three Men and a Maid
bc-1010_mother_in_bondage_paul_gable_
Complicated Matters
Untitled0
changing-places-david-lodge
The Winter House
The Alchemy Press Book of Urban Mythic
HORRORS! #2 More Rarely Reprinted Classic Terror Tales
Best European Fiction 2013
Earthquake
The Secret of the Rose and Glove
What to Do When Someone Dies
Amy Sumida - Tracing Thunder (The Godhunter Series Book 13)
True Ghost Stories: Real Accounts of Death and Dying, Grief and Bereavement, Soulmates and Heaven, Near Death Experiences, and Other Paranormal Mysteries (The Supernatural Book Series: Volume 2)
Manage Me (Taven's Circus Book 1)
9781618850638IfOnlyYouKnewBergman
Islamic States of America (Soldier Up Book 2)
book
Another World
Amy Sumida - Out of the Darkness (The Godhunter Book 11)
The Rainbow Pool
The Pantheon: From Antiquity to the Present
2012-12-Thieves Vinegar
in0
Wolf's Bane: Book Three of the Demimonde
11 The Swoop
Spud
Urban Legend
01
Taking Whatever He Wants: The Cline Brothers of Colorado
0968348001325302640 brenda huber shadows
Tales of the German Imagination from the Brothers Grimm to Ingeborg Bachmann (Penguin Classics)
AccidentalVoyeur
Dark Delicacies II: Fear; More Original Tales of Terror and the Macabre by the World's Greatest Horror Writers
A. Zavarelli - Stutter (Bleeding Hearts Book 2)
Oklahoma kiss
Born To Be Wild
Catching Haley (Falling for Bentley Book 2)
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue002
The Seventh Execution
Simply Beautiful
Adaptation Part Two
The Way of the Dragon
Aminadab 0803213131
9781622661848 EPUB
Pulp Fiction | The Cat and Mouse Affair (August 1966)
The Black Lizard Big Book of Black Mask Stories (Vintage Crime/Black Lizard Original)
The Thackery T Lambshead Pocket Guide To Eccentric & Discredited Diseases
9781618853011NoHoldsBarredChelcee
Ruth Ann Scott - Alien Romance - Saved By An Alien
Borderlands 5
Susan Hatler - Just One Kiss (Kissed by the Bay Book 3)
Stephanie Thomas - Lucidity
Whisper of Leaves
Charity's Warrior
Nine Months to Change His Life
Surrendered: A Collection of Five Works
book_template2.qxd
Guardian
I Dream of Yellow Kites: What if it was all just a nightmare?
Delilah Devlin - Sm{B}itten (Night Fall #1)
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue004
Body Heat
J.Rihards - An Agitated Gentleman (The Submission Series #2)
The Forsaken Rose: (Clean Young Adult, Fantasy Romance) (Rose Belmont Series)
Johnny Dash and the Doral Flower (Johhny Dash Series Book 1)
BeneathCeaselessSkies_Issue011
Change of Heart by Jack Allen
Arnica Butler - Well-Constructed Affairs
Marie Force - And I Love You (Green Mountain #4)
The Orphic Hymns
Perfect Personality Profiles
William F. Nolan - Logan's Run Trilogy (v4.1)
o ca77aeec6e4cf556
HisHumanCow
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue010
Tampa Black: Part !
Ruby's Song (Love in the Sierras Book 3)
Troubled Daughters, Twisted Wives: Stories from the Trailblazers of Domestic Suspense
The Bonedust Dolls
GodOfWar05152014aLLROMANCE
October 1930
Bright Fires Burn Fastest
March 1931
Pulp Fiction | The Finger in the Sky Affair by Peter Leslie
Adien: The Sons Of The Apocalypse MC
The Mao Case
Microsoft Word - Documento1
Ghostwritten
Tropic of Night
I Remember You (An Erotic Romance) - Isis Cole
StealingFireCalibre
B00HSFFI1Q EBOK
Her Love Lost (Love Shattered Series Book 1)
storm
Can’t Never Tell
4221 words
dontjudge06242014aRe
My Lord Beaumont
Gagliano,Anthony - Straits of Fortune.wps
DreamDatewiththeMillionaire
i de1359f7e9a78273
The Blind Side of the Heart
Pleasure 2035
Bobby Hutchinson - [Emergency 01] - Side Effects (HSR 723).htm
The Unprintable Big Clock Chronicle
index
Harari, Yuval Noah - Sapiens, A - Sapiens, A Brief History Of Hum
Lend Me Your Ears: Great Speeches in History
Tainaron - Mail from another city
Porno
Doctor Who - The Silent Stars Go By
Highland Shifters: A Paranormal Romance Boxed Set
Diary of a Vampeen: Vamp Yourself for War
12 Mike
Sing to Me
B001GAQ55C_EBOK.prc
22 The Man With Two Left Feet
Serpent Moon
The Journey to the West, Revised Edition, Volume 4
9781618850034TroubleHunter
Dark Wood: Legends of the Guardians
Abduction Revelation II: Truth Be Told (The Comeback Kid)
Pulp Fiction | The Hollow Crown Affair by David McDaniel
Black Corner
Hawkmoon (The Hawkmoon Chronicles)
2012-11-Killing Time
Blood and Money
Pulp Fiction | The Synthetic Storm Affair (May 1967)
Trespass
The Barrier: The Teorran of Time: Teen Fantasy Action Adventure Novel
Quarterback Sneak
Adaptation Part One
amonthwithpub
Waltz This Way
BOH 8-21-07 (00178434).DOC
Helen Smith - Beyond Belief (Emily Castles #4)
tmp0
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue009
The Politeness of Princes (The Politeness of Princes [1905]; Shields' and the Cricket Cup [1905]; An International Affair [1905]; The Guardian [1908]; A Corner in Lines [1905]; The Autograph Hunte
Do or Die Reluctant Heroes
January 1931
Susan Meissner - Why the Sky Is Blue
B005H8M8UA EBOK
cause to run an avery black my
B00N1384BU EBOK
Severance Lost (Fractal Forsaken Series Book 1)
Thrity Umrigar - First Darling of the Morning (mobi)
Her First Fisting
Sophia Hampton - Withdrawal (Satan's Cubs Motorcycle Club Book 2)
The Best Science Fiction of the Year: 1
The Juggler And His Rose
Marion Zimmer Bradley's Sword and Sorceress XXVI
Love Lust
PIECES OF LAUGHTER AND FUN
B00S79KYL6 EBOK
World's Funniest Jokes (Volume I): Huge Collection of mainly dirty jokes, puns and humor for adults
On killing
The Raymond Chandler Papers: Selected Letters and Nonfiction 1909-1959
Retaliation (The Assassins Book 1)
Enduring Love
B00F9G4R1S EBOK
9781618850478TwoForThePriceOfOneSullivan
Moon Bound (Glorious Darkness Book 1)
A Silence in the Heavens
Rogue Oracle
Guns of Alkenstar
CourtesanTales Masterfile
Orders from Berlin
The Perfect Match
Thea Frost - What His Darkness Reveals 04
September 1930
Portia Moore - He Lived Next Door
Pulp Fiction | The Vampire Affair by David McDaniel
Committed: An Erotic Valentine's Tale
Death At The Excelsior (Death at the Excelsior [1914]; Misunderstood [1910]; The Best Sauce [1911]; Jeeves and the Chump Cyril [1918]; Jeeves in the Springtime [1921]; Concealed Art [1915]; The Te
Selena Kitt - Gavin (Stepbrother Studs)
Tiredness Kills - A Zombie Tale
Shifting
Loser's Town
Thalia Lake - Choosey Lovers
The Savage Altar
German Cooking Today
The Touch of Love
A Passage to Absalom
A Beautiful Fate
B071NZPNXN EBOK
Purveyors and Acquirers (The Phosfire Journeys Book 1)
The Way You Love Me
Burned
Microsoft Word - Book 12 FINAL
Microsoft Word - TheEx-FactorFinal.docx
Amazing Stories 88th Anniversary Issue: Amazing Stories April 2014
BeneathCeaselessSkies Issue006
Charlene Hartnady - Stolen by the Alpha Wolf 3# (Determined Theft)
UNTOUCHABLE
Family Storms
Clean Romance: Loves of Tomorrow (Contemporary New Adult and College Amish Western Culture Romance) (Urban Power of Love Billionaire Western Collection Time Travel Short Stories)
Pulp Fiction | The Goliath Affair (December 1966)
Love and Punishment
Won't Back Down: Won't Back Down
von Willegen, Therése - Tainted Love (Siren Publishing Classic)
Broken
The Fighter's Girl
Watching You: KJ Elite Inc.
J.A. Pierre - A New Dawn: From Rich Housewife to Suddenly Single
14 Psmith in the City
i 7d341843b82569de
Truly, Madly
Noble Sacrifice
Red Solstice (Alfheim Book 1)
Volume 3: Ghost Stories from Texas (Joe Kwon's True Ghost Stories from Around the World)
HORRORS!: Rarely-Reprinted Classic Terror Tales
TheNine-MonthBride
Starfire
Loving Liza Jane
Spring Fires
The Secret Friend
Last Witness
B00OPGSMHI EBOK
KnightRiderLegacy
A Tale of Fur and Flesh
Helen Smith - Real Elves: A Christmas Story (Emily Castles Mysteries #5)
A.J. Bennett - Hired Gun #3 (The Sicarii)
Red Christmas
The Way Home (Lights of Peril)
Ever, Dirk: The Bogarde Letters
The Railway Detective
Free Fall
The Amateur Marriage
Amy Sumida - Blood Bound (Book 16 in The Godhunter Series)
April 1931
Temporally Out of Order
HALLOWED_GROUND
AJAYA I -- Roll of the Dice
Open File
Addiction (Magnetic Desires Book 2)
Crybbe (AKA Curfew)
B00I8BCQ6O EBOK
tameallrom
i beae453328863969
Hecate's Own: Heart's Desire, Book 2
A Life In Blood (Chronicles of The Order Book 1)
The Commitment
The Mighty First, Episode 1: Special Edition
Names My Sisters Call Me
Sharon Karaa - A Familiar Problem (Northern Witches #2)
August 1930
The Journey to the West, Revised Edition, Volume 1
Alexx Andria - A Christmas Promise
Bear of Interest
i 5f46cfb4d10d4d86
IT
Tombstoning
Pulp Fiction | The Howling Teenagers Affair (February 1966)
The Man From Beijing
So Paddy got up - an Arsenal anthology
A Book of Mediterranean Food
Science Fiction Fantasies: Tales and Origins
Lightning Rod Faces the Cyclops Queen
Letting Go (A Mitchell Family Series)
The Memory Game
Mandy M. Roth - Magic Under Fire (Over a Dozen Tales of Urban Fantasy)
KD Robichaux- Wish he was you (The Blogger Diaries Trilogy Book 2)
B018YDIXDK EBOK
Julia Mills - Her Dragon's Heart (Dragon Guard Series Book 8)
Number9Dream
B00ICVKWMK EBOK
The_Chronicl-_Rise_of_Lucin
Harcourte Vampyre Society 02 Dangerous Choices
Julian, by Gore Vidal
Amazing Stories 88th Anniversary Issue
Great Russian Short Stories
Dizzy
The Men of CLE-FD updated
Victoria Connelly - The Rose Girl
Nine One One
Borderlands 4
Change of Fate (The Briar Creek Vampires Series #4)
The Treasure of Far Thallai
Dark Whispers Sheridan and Cain 2009
Charissa Dufour - Misguided Allies (The Void Series Book 2)
Complete Works of J. M. Barrie
With Our Dying Breath
Harcourte Vampyre Society 01 Dangerous Revelations
BootyARe05202014