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  I pulled her onto my lap and let her straddle me. Just having her ass in my hands made me rock hard. I had felt it a few times in the past couple days, but this time she was offering. Her shorts made it easy for me to slide my hands up them. I pressed firmly as I made my way up her thighs and when I touched the fabric of her panties she giggled. “Are you okay?” I asked.

  “It just tickles. Don’t stop though.” She whispered in my ear before biting on the lobe.

  My fingers grabbed the fabric to her underwear and I pulled them away from her tender skin. I could feel her soft skin on the back of my fingers. She giggled even more than before as my fingers rubbed against her smooth skin. I could already feel how much she wanted me by how wet she had become.

  I pulled my hands away and grabbed the back of her again. “We need to get these off.” I said as I quickly removed her shorts.

  She scooted back on the couch and before joining her, I remained sitting up admiring her tiny stomach and beautiful curves. Her underwear were so small they almost didn’t exist and I couldn’t help but lick my lips again. “You are so hot Savanna. God, I want you so bad.” I admitted while sliding my hands up her thighs again. I watched as she lifted her hips a little as I got closer to her center.

  My mouth touched her inner thigh and she retracted giggling again. “Sorry, it tickles when you touch me Colt.”

  I smiled and focused on her soft skin. Her creamy thigh just wanted to be kissed and it was exactly what I did. When I got to her panties, I kissed them and stroked my tongue over them. Her hips lifted again. “Oh my God that is so hot!” She spat out.

  Her eyes were focused on mine, so I never took mine off of hers as I licked the fabric again, this time aiming for the direct center. Savanna gasped and I knew she liked it. With my teeth I grabbed the fabric and pulled it away from her skin. I used my hand to hold the fabric out of my way as I gently kissed her wet skin for the first time. She tasted sweet and part of me wanted to stop fooling around and be inside of her. My dick was starting to throb from not getting attention, but I wanted Savanna to be satisfied. She needed to be.

  I slid my tongue inside of her again and found the tiny nub at the base. I let my tongue go a little crazy when her body started to convulse against my face. When she finally began screaming out I took it into my mouth and sucked hard. Savanna’s hands were in my hair and she was pulling me up to her face. I grabbed my shirt and wiped it off before kissing her, not knowing if that was something she was in to.

  As my body lingered above hers, she reached for the button to my shorts and yanked my pants down off of my ass. I felt the edge of her fingernails digging into my skin as she pulled my body against hers. With one hand I reached down and threw off my shorts. I found her mouth again as I reached behind her back and unhooked her bra. She sat up and let me slip it off her arms. I cupped her breasts in my hands and sucked on one of her nipples. Her soft moans filled me with hunger to be inside of her, but when her hand found my shaft and began stroking it, I knew it was only a matter of time.

  “I don’t have protection.” I confessed realizing I hadn’t thought this through.

  Her lips found mine again and God she tasted so good. “Bedside table in the back.” She said between kisses.

  I pulled away far enough where I could see her face. “Are you sure about this?”

  “Yes please hurry.”

  I jumped off of the couch and ran into the bedroom. At first I thought I was out of luck, but then I noticed the familiar feel of a plastic wrapper all the way in the back. I suppose it was hidden in case my aunt was being nosey. Considering that this was a reminder of her being my cousin’s girl, I sat down on the edge of the bed and considered that I was making a huge mistake, possibly something that I would never be able to forgive myself for.

  As I was about to chicken out, Savanna came walking into the room. She stood right in front of me naked. Just looking at her took my breath away. “You are worth it.” I said as I pulled her into my arms.

  She pulled away for a moment, maybe to question what I meant, but I cupped my hand between her legs and used the palm of my hand to rub against her. I started kissing her stomach and noticed a tiny butterfly tattoo that had been hidden by her underwear. I wondered why she hadn’t mentioned it, but considering where it was located kind of answered the question.

  Savanna grabbed the wrapper out of my hand and took it upon herself to apply it to my hard shaft. She pushed me on my back and sat on my knees. I had to smile when her eyes took their first real look at my whole body. I sensed the hint of a smile cross her face when she looked at how ready I was for her. I felt the condom sliding slowly down my shaft and Savanna’s hands sliding up and down it a few times before she came up to kiss me again. My tongue found hers and I licked it outside of our mouths. My head made its way to the center of her neck and I sucked it before licking my way to a new spot.

  Savanna’s eyes found mine as I shifted her into position. When I slowly slid inside of her, she let out a small cry. It had been a while for her and I could really tell. I moved slow at first, but soon her hips moved in sync with mine.

  I flipped Savanna on her back and looked into those pretty eyes of hers. My lips brushed against her black eye and then her cheek that I had stitched up. I kept my nose on hers and let our lips brush as I felt her climax. When her body tightened with me inside, I could feel myself letting go. I collapsed on top of her and buried my head into her long brown hair. We lay there holding each other trying to catch our breath.

  I grabbed one of her hands and held it against my lips. When I felt her body shaking I turned to look at her.

  She was crying.

  Chapter 10

  Savanna

  I never thought I would sleep with someone other than Ty, especially his cousin Colt, who had been so out of my league my whole life. Colt held onto my hand as he looked over at my tear filled eyes. It was so emotional for me, and I didn’t know how to explain it to him. I didn’t even know if he would understand. The last thing I wanted was for him to get mad at me for crying.

  It had been amazing. The way he touched me and how perfect his lips felt when he kissed me. I loved every second of it. I couldn’t help but feel like I was betraying Ty and I didn’t know what to say when Colt was asking.

  “Savanna, did you hear me?” He asked again.

  “Sorry. It’s been a while, that’s all. I guess I just wasn’t prepared for it to be so……so emotional.” I admitted.

  Colt rolled over and ran his hand down my chest and in between my breasts. “Did I hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable?” He wondered.

  I let out a small laugh. He had no idea how wrong his assumptions were. “No, of course not. It felt wonderful. I feel …….amazingly wonderful Colt. I swear.” I confessed.

  I did feel wonderful. I wanted to stand up on the bed and scream how amazing it was to be laying naked next to him. I wanted to shout out to everyone how I had just slept with the hot guy everyone lusted over as a kid.

  “Are you having regrets? I won’t be mad Savanna.” He said.

  I closed my eyes for a second and turned on my side, propping my head up with my hand. His fantastic chest was inches away from my face and I finally gave in and let my head lay against it. I ran my fingers across the top of it. “If we didn’t have some kind of guilt for what we just did than we would both be heartless, but I don’t regret it. It was so perfect Colt. I didn’t want it to end honestly.”

  Colts arms finally wrapped around my back and pulled me back into his arms. I felt his lips kiss the top of my head and he held his face in my hair. “I don’t regret it either.”

  “What do we do now?” I asked.

  I heard him sigh. “Do you really want to talk about this right now? My body feels like jello and having you laying here naked prevents my brain from working properly.” He joked.

  We both let out small laughs. I stroked a tiny patch of hair in the center of his chest.

  “I can’t beli
eve we just did that.” I confessed.

  “Yeah, I didn’t see that comin’, but it sure felt nice.” He agreed.

  I kissed his chest and closed my eyes. “It felt great.”

  Colt and I must have fallen asleep, because when I opened my eyes again I was still in his arms. I felt so safe here with him. After all of the brutal things people had said and done to me, I had finally found a safe haven. He wanted me to stay and I couldn’t bear to leave, not when he was being like this.

  I think every girl I knew at some point had fantasies of Colt Mitchell and here I was lying naked in his strong arms. It was surreal.

  I couldn’t stop thinking about his lips and how good they felt as they kissed every part of my body. He knew how to touch a woman and I admired that he made a point to pleasure me first. Ty had never worried about that, in fact I couldn’t think of one time he had done that before taking care of himself first.

  I hated comparing them, and it was probably some unforgivable sin, but I just couldn’t help it. It was the only thing I had to compare to. I was just so amazed at how passionate our encounter had been. Perhaps it was because he was an adult and had been with other adults. A feeling of jealousy rushed through me as I thought about Colt being with other, more experienced women.

  I started getting myself upset, thinking he was just being nice. I didn’t have much experience, so I just assumed that I couldn’t compare to some of the women he had been with. I hated that and I couldn’t help but think I could never be good enough for someone like Colt.

  Colt

  So I did it, I slept with my cousin’s girlfriend. I should of known better to involve myself in her problems and spend the past couple days alone with her. Now, I didn’t want to let her go. I understood why she was so special to him and how he couldn’t do it either.

  I wanted to feel guilty, hell I wanted to regret it, but I just couldn’t. Every inch of her skin was like kissing heaven. Savanna was beautiful and my most favorite part about her was that she didn’t really know it.

  I didn’t understand how everyone could turn their backs on someone like her. I wanted her to know she could count on me as a friend. I really hoped that having sex with her didn’t ruin that friendship. In the past I had treated her meanly, but now I wanted to make up for it. She deserved to be happy and to smile.

  I kissed her on the head again and felt her stirring. “How do you feel?”

  She sat up and stretched her arms before looking in my direction. She seemed so relaxed. “I feel better than I have in a long time actually. How bout you?”

  I started to laugh. “Yeah, I kinda feel great myself.”

  She started to climb out of the bed and I grabbed her and pulled her back. “Wait! Where are you goin’?”

  She pushed me away. “I have to pee.” I got a smile as she kissed my lips. “Is that okay?”

  I brushed my lips against hers. “As long as you come right back.” Before letting her climb out of the bed again, I kissed her once more.

  She turned around and smiled at me as she made her way out of the bedroom. She looked so beautiful naked. I shook my head, still in shock that we had just had sex. I tucked my arms behind my head closing my eyes and replaying how every inch of her body felt. I think I would be okay if we never left this bed.

  I hadn’t heard her come back in the room, but I knew it when she jumped back on top of me. “I am hungry.” She said as she bit down on my chin.

  I flipped her over on the bed and tickled her sides. She began laughing hysterically. “Stop it please!” She begged in between my tickle attacks.

  I grabbed both of her breasts and shook them in my hands. She tried to get free of me, but I was too strong. Finally she yelled, “Stop it or I will put my clothes back on.” I stopped immediately.

  “We can’t have that now.” I said as I winked at her and climbed out of the bed. She propped herself up and watched me walking toward the door.

  “What is that?” She asked as I turned away from her.

  I knew what she was asking. “I am surprised you didn’t notice it sooner.”

  “Oh my God Colt does that say ‘YOUR NAME’?” She burst out laughing.

  “Well, yeah, it does.” I admitted.

  “What the hell would you do that for?”

  “It was my first tattoo. I thought it would be funny to tell everyone their name was on my ass.” I confessed.

  She put her hand over her face and tried to hide the laughter.

  “Shall I put on some shorts?” I teased.

  “No way! I could watch you walk around all day.” She confessed while biting down on her lip.

  I smiled and felt my cheeks warming up. It was funny that someone like Savanna could make me blush. I didn’t remember the last time I had felt embarrassed. “Keep talkin’ to me like that I will come back in here and kiss you all over again.” I threatened.

  “Please do!” She yelled as I headed to the bathroom.

  Before heading back into the room, I ran into the living room and pulled the cowboy hat off of the mounted deer head on the wall. I set the hat atop my head and leaned my naked body against the bedroom door. “I hear someone in here was looking for a cowboy to tame her every desire.” I kidded.

  She stuck her fingers in her mouth and giggled. The best part was how her eyes lingered up and down my body as I stood there posing.

  “So do I have the job?” I asked while still standing in the same spot. “Gettin’ kind of cold here Darlin’”

  She shrugged her shoulders and gave me an ornery look. “I guess you will do.”

  I ran onto the bed and grabbed her body, pulling it into mine. “I will do huh?”

  She kissed me softly and grabbed the hat off my head. I watched her sit it between my legs and giggle as she did it. “Can I take a picture of you just like that?”

  “You’re being serious aren’t you?”

  She had already climbed out of bed and went rummaging in her purse. She pulled out her phone and got a weird look on her face.

  “What’s wrong?” I asked.

  She shook her head. “Nothing. It’s just Brina and my mom checking on me. I texted them both that I am fine.” She held the phone toward me as she began smiling again. “Say cheese you sexy cowboy.”

  I tried not to laugh, but I couldn’t help it. “Should I worry that my naked body will be all over the internet in the next hour?”

  She bent over laughing and shaking her head. “I wouldn’t do that to you, well unless you really pissed me off. Then maybe I would.” She teased.

  Savanna climbed back on the bed, lifted the hat away, put it on her head and climbed on top of me. “Maybe later I can see how many seconds it takes for you to buck me off.”

  “So now I am some wild bull?” I said as I sat her body up straight and placed gentle kisses around each of her breasts.

  “Actually you may be too tame.” She snickered and looked down at my growing shaft.”Then again, I think you might have a little fun left in ya.”

  “I will show you fun you little tease.” I reached in the drawer and grabbed another condom quickly ripping the wrapper with my teeth. I saw her wicked smile as I did, and immediately I flipped her over and slid right inside. She gasped in shock because it happened so fast. Savanna was on the bed on all fours, still wearing that hat. I pulled at her hips and grinded myself into her as hard as she could take. She screamed out in pleasure, but never asked me to stop or slow down. I reached out and cupped both of her breast into my hands and continued.

  “Don’t stop!” She screamed.

  I kept grinding against her. “Oh God Savanna, I can’t hold it.” I yelled.

  I heard her cry out too just before I collapsed over her back. I grabbed the cowboy hat that had fallen on the bed and put it back on my head. “Looks like there is a new sheriff in town pretty lady.” I winked before falling on the bed next to her.

  We both busted out laughing.

  Chapter 11

  Savanna

/>   Colt and I spent the rest of our day in bed. We only got up to make something to eat and drink, and go to the bathroom. I had to admit that spending the day like this was another thing I had never experienced. Ty and I never had enough time to do those type of things, but since everyone else in my life had pretty much cut me off, I had all the time I wanted.

  Colt held me in his arms all night and we talked until both of us finally fell asleep, mid-conversation. He was so easy to talk to and even on topics where we didn’t agree, he was still understanding of my opinions.

  The next morning he got up and made us breakfast. He tried to serve it to me in bed, but I insisted on getting up. We sat and watched some sport network that he seemed to love for quite some time. I finally got up and washed the dishes before hopping in the shower.

  I was shocked when I heard the bathroom door open. “What are you doing in here?” I asked feeling uncomfortable.

  “Well I was gonna join ya, but your acting like I never saw you naked before.” Colt said as he closed the curtain back up.

  In a panic that I made him upset, I ripped the curtain back open as the hot water was falling over my naked body. “Touchy! Geesh. Hop in. There is plenty of room.” I said nervously.

  I had gotten one shower with Ty and the whole time I felt so uncomfortable, but after everything I had experienced in the past twenty four hours, I couldn’t believe that I was even considering being modest. Colt had touched parts of my body that I had never seen before; surely I could handle standing under some falling water with him.

  He finally climbed in with me and cleared his throat. “Is this your first time being washed by someone since your mamma did it when you were little.” He joked as he lathered up his hands and started washing my back.